#i haven't even formally put him on my blog yet BUT

[lcngdays-archive]

"why would i do that?" Zim or Zaxaria!

meme tag

@vortship

The ex-invader sneers, crossing his arms and glaring at Hal.

"is that NOT what vortians DO anymore? SIT in COMFORTABLE SPOTS??"

Zim supposes, idly, that since Vort is no longer under Vortian control, maybe they didn't. But he didn't exactly care. Vortians weren't friends of his. Unless you counted 777, which he didn't. At least not exactly.

"SIT." He points at the bench. Which may or may not actually qualify as a comfortable spot. "and explain yourself. there shouldn't be other non-humans on this disgusting planet anyhow! do you have any idea how badly you could screw up the MISSION?"

A brief pause... And then a grin.

"the mission for THE zim that RESIDES HERE, of course, i mean!"

[cry-stars]

Ohh, I'm interested in learning about your OCs since I haven't seen many posts about them right now..! If that isn't a bother, of course.

Aaah oh my goodness thank you so much!! :D I was big into my OCs a couple years ago on my blog, but I had to take a break for awhile. I’m starting to try to work on them again and focus on different aspects of them, so I really appreciate you asking!! It's never a bother at all, I'm just sorry it's such a long post dfkhjfddf

I have maybe ten OCs, and my friend has a lot more that are connected to mine! I’ll mostly just talk about the two OCs on my recent reblog, Pearl and Valeryia, and mention some of Pearl's family too. I’m hoping to make a yuri-adjacent visual novel about them (was trying to make it for yuri jam this fall but depression stopped me sigh).

Pearl Caine would be the main character of this VN. Pearl is around 25 years old at the time of the story (as of now). She’s bigender (he/she; i just use she/her in this writeup but he/him will get used sometimes too when I write the story) and some mix of sapphic and aroace, which will be one of the main tensions of the “yuri” in this VN, as she’s mostly unable to reciprocate the other character Valeryia’s interest in her, but still has an interesting (I hope) sapphic tension with her.

I don't have a picture of Valeryia yet, since I haven't been able to draw this year and she was only invented this year, but this picture from the yuri series "Destroy it All and Love Me in Hell!" inspired me a ton, both for Val's appearance and for she and Pearl's dynamic. Pearl would be the one on the right and Valeryia on the left.

I imagine Val looking a lot like this, plus a bit like Amy from the yuri "I love Amy." I really love "twink" butch characters, but they are so rare, so I wanted to write a story with two different flavours of twink butch. Val's the more slobby greasy type while Pearl is more pastel-formal.

Pearl! art by my friend @siekko (he draws a lot of my OCs as well as his own!! Please check out his blog if you want!)

Pearl is extremely cold, “emotionless,” mostly expressionless, but has a burning anger and jealousy inside her that escapes in violent and destructive ways. She is extremely attached to her brother Onyx (designed to look almost like her twin, but is actually older). The two of them were orphaned when Onyx was an older teenager and Pearl was a pre-teen, also losing their unborn sibling when their parents suddenly died. Onyx took on the parenting role, but was also very underprepared for this role since he was just a teenager. The two lived a mostly happy life with just the two of them for years, and Pearl was perfectly content with this life. She thought Onyx was content too. 

(Onyx on the left and Pearl on the right; I drew this one myself based on that jotchua meme dfjhkdffd)

Secretly though, Onyx had been hiding any outward signs of neediness or trauma. As the older brother, he thought he had to bottle up all signs of grief for Pearl’s sake, and always put on a happy smile and never showed any discontent for the life they lived. He was really emotionally needy though, and one day, when a beautiful lady waltzed into his life and was willing to listen to him trauma dump, he instantly fell in love with her, married her, and had a baby. Everything changed for Pearl within months, and she resented her sister in law so much.

Everything became worse when the sister in law (currently named Brianna) suddenly disappeared one day. Onyx became so depressed that he couldn't do anything, leaving Pearl to care for her niece that she never wanted. Pearl hated Brianna more than anything, blaming her for her peaceful life with just her brother disappearing. Even now that Brianna is gone, there’s still the niece to deal with and take care of. 

Pearl is an actually insane little freak and decides to go on a quest for revenge. Find Brianna and bring her back to fix Onyx, or if Brianna refuses to come back, kill her.

Pearl doesn’t know that Brianna is literally an inhuman monster. One that Valeryia, smarmy greasy monster hunter extraordinaire, has had on her bounty list for years. On Pearl’s journey, she encounters Val, and the two (reluctantly on Pearl’s part) decide to work together to find their shared target. 

I’m a bit worried that Pearl will come across as a brocon DFJHKFDJ (and yeah i know she is but platonically…) but that really isn't my intent... the main thing i want to focus on is just… her desire for her lost childhood to return. The peaceful days where everything seemed simple, her big brother was always there to protect her and play with her. There was supposed to be a third sibling, and I think baby CJ (Onyx and Brianna’s daughter) brings back resurfaced trauma.

Pearl thinks killing Brianna will fix everything, but as she travels she realizes that she’s chasing a lost dream. And realizing that maybe not even her cherished brother was happy in that childhood dream. Realizing how small her little world really was, and maybe it’s time to grow up… but the grown up world has no room for her. It's supposed to be a journey of growing up and finding a life of her own outside of her little family.

Meanwhile… I don’t have as much for Val developed yet, she’s only existed for a few months while Pearl has existed for a few years. She's a daring and brash masochist who can take on any job and enjoy the danger; seeming to know no fear. She's a shameless flirt and loves trying to get a reaction out of Pearl, who rarely makes any faces beyond a blank stare. Eventually, she starts even doing things like confessing love for Pearl; she laughs and thinks it's so funny being rejected by Pearl every time she “jokingly” confesses to her. But the more she travels with Pearl, the more she actually cares about this weirdo and the more it hurts when Pearl brushes her off. At the same time, she finds that it's a pain that she's willing to bear, that she can enjoy it if it's Pearl doing it...

I think Val's masochism is partly a big dose of copium for her. She's used to being hurt and brushed off, and even beaten up and treated really badly. She was able to weaponize it as a part of her job, but there's a reason why she spends most of her time out in the wilderness hunting monsters instead of around other people. She lets Pearl in by accident, but doesn't regret it despite the immense emotional pain their relationship causes. Getting rejected over and over hurts... and yet it's proof of still being alive. Of still being able to feel.

It's not going to be a traditionally happy or requited yuri story, but I'm on the fence about whether they come to an understanding or not. I could see Pearl as being stone butch and willing to show some affection but not willing to really receive any. But at the same time, I do like tragedy and unrequited feelings so who knows? Either way, I really like aroaspec romance (if that makes any sense?). I also have different AUs for different characters and like putting them in different situations, so I could have multiple stories for them (I do have a different story for Pearl not involving Val as well in collaboration with my friend, but I'll leave that for another post maybe).

Onyx has his own story too, as does his daughter. CJ (the daughter) was my first of all these characters. Both of them are clingy disaster bi characters. CJ is a spoiled brat who still acts like a teenager at age 30, but eventually learns to open up and care about others (a robot girl named lumi who she adopts as her daughter, phantom thief boy johann nimchuk who she has a rivals to lovers with, johann’s brothers that she learns to see as family too, and her bodyguard/best friend. as well as repairing her relationship with her dad :)

Meanwhile Onyx recovers from being ditched by his ex-wife by having toxic old man rivals to friends to lovers slow burn yaoi for 10 years with his business partner who is trying to steal the business from him FDHKJFDFD but Onyx is too blind/stupid to see it (one of the only complete stories i’ve ever written!)

Above pictures from left to right are CJ (Onyx's daughter/Pearl's niece), Lumi (robot Daughter), Yaoi (my friend's character Shirley + Onyx), and more sibling shenanigans (Pearl and Onyx). I posted lots of old art partly to motivate me so I can draw again dfhjkfdfd I haven't drawn in a year... I have a lot of feels about my Caine family as well as other OC families I could talk about!! (like the thief bros! and the Khora family). But I just wanted to keep it focused on the people that you were curious about in the ask.

[snailsgoingdowntown]

Day 2 of (attempting) writing blade until he comes home.

Blade x fem! Reader

Two: mention of violence, ooc blade most likely.

Minors/blank/ageless blogs dni

This blog contains/interacts with/created dark content. Dni if you are uncomfortable with that.

Summary: In which blade gets the wrong idea and is currently planning out your brother's funeral.

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He doesn't like to talk.

His silence is a warning, head cast down as the sunglasses cover his eyes - he's in disguise today, with a black beanie and new set of clothes. The only thing that remains is his hair style, and despite it being so... Unique, people don't notice. Maybe it's because that you're just so used to him that you could easily pick him out in a crowd.

Ironic considering you don't even know his name.

The train ride is bumpy, a little worn out on a planet you were dragged to (Your brother thought it would be a good idea to send you to another planet with a man you barely knew) and the man also seems annoyed at the situation as well. Probably pushed into it by the pretty lady with purple hair, shades used for nothing more than decoration on the top of her head.

The man before you felt more like a bodyguard than an actual travel companion.

Maybe that's why they sent him along with you - to make sure your blind date goes as planned.

"... So, uh, have you been here before?" Your gaze remains where your hands are, fingers messing with the garter strap on your thigh. It snaps against your tights, stinging the flesh underneath. Black was always a lovely color.

"No."

Deep, rumbling through his chest, the romantic in you swoons over his voice. The rational part of you gulps down the unease that comes with him. He's a ticking time bomb, temper hidden underneath a shallow layer of detachment from the world. He enjoys chaos too much to be completed detached.

You haven't been the victim of it yet, but from the way he fist fights your brother on the few occasions they agree to it, it's obvious he enjoys violence too much. Like he's a mad man barely holding on by a thinning thread.

"Ah. I see... I'm sorry for asking, but did uh... Did my brother say anything?"

"About?"

Your foot taps against the floor; how do you ask this? Would it make you seem snobbish? Or nervous or annoying even more so than you already are with him, or -

"The date."

It feels like time stopped. The awkwardness could be felt without even a word addressing it, and now you're glad that he inisited on sitting at the very back row, away from the other passengers.

The longer he stays quiet the more nervous you get.

You take a risk and glance at his face, only to see his brows furrow and lips in a scowl. It doesn't even take a second for your eyes to drop back down to your lap. Your heart is about to burst and you think you might cry if you don't yell, pressure building up in your chest, anxiety making way to your throat. You're sure he won't actually hit you, but the aura surrounding him is still fearful and dark regardless.

"... Date? Is that why you're all dressed up?

If wearing a knee length lavender dress with sheer sleeves is dressing up, you wonder what is idea of formal wear is. It's causal at best, no effort put into it, old heeled boots instead of cute heels, ponytail instead of a complex braid. Everything your brother didn't want.

"Ah, I guess you didn't know..., " your head droops, "but um, yeah. He organized a date for me." You croak out, masking the tremble with a laugh. You might die from stress at this rate.

You can hear him heave out a sigh, the farbic of his pants ruffling as he crosses one leg over the other. He sounds annoyed, almost growling out, even;

"I don't date."

... Did you hear that right?

Your head snaps back up, blinking at the man across from you. He can't think... Does he?

"... Um... The date isn't you. I think they sent you here to keep an eye on me."

The rest of the ride is silent as you realize misunderstandings are bound to happen from here on out if your brother doesn't tell both him and you everything.

"I hope you have enough money for a funeral."

[starvingtongue]

Realising now that I haven't actually touched on Dona's feelings towards Yuna on this blog yet and I feel like I should. I've seen a lot of speculation on it over the years (from reddit posts, youtube comments, tv tropes, etc.) and formed my own headcanons regarding over the past couple months too, and I've always thought I've made a note of it somewhere, but browsing through my headcanon tag for Dona, I realise I haven't. Shame on me.

I would like to preface this by saying that I don't think Dona hates Yuna. Dona can be rude, blunt, and upfront to anyone, regardless of who they are. We see this time and time again throughout both X and X-2, that she doesn't give a damn about who you are, what position of power you hold, she's going to treat everybody the same. We see her not saluting to Nooj in X-2, despite him being the leader of the Youth League, we see her not bowing to Yuna when they first meet, despite it probably being the 'correct' thing to do. Formalities like that are not a thing for her. I kinda wish we saw her interacting with more people, especially those within Yevon a little more, to show this a bit better.

But anyway, while she does not hate Yuna, Dona's feelings (and problem) with Yuna stems from Dona's own insecurity, with a possible hint of jealousy, and a view that Yuna gets afforded opportunities that Dona and other summoners don't. We kind of see this through X itself, but if you consider these things from an outsiders perspective (like Dona), it makes a lot more sense. Things such as:

Yuna being Braska's daughter, the child of someone who has already defeated Sin, and has the status that not too many others have. In Dona's eyes, it's afforded Yuna with certain privilages (good or bad) that not too many others have and could possibly make her pilgrimage a lot easier.

She has 6 guardians by the time she defeats Sin (which Dona deems as overly excessive regardless of her own feelings towards Yuna), one of which is Auron. Auron being legendary guardian to Braska, brings more status, privilage, and knowledge to the pilgrimage, which others may not otherwise benefit from.

Yuna is sought out, befriended, and accompanied by Seymour, a Maester of Yevon, which brings certain perks (like getting past the checkpoint at the start of Mushroom Rock, for example), that again, not everyone else is going to benefit from.

All of this combined, and from an outsiders perspective such as Dona's, makes it seem like Yuna's pilgrimage pretty comfortable and somewhat more high status (I don't want to say privilaged again, but I think this is one of the terms I've heard thrown around before when talking about Dona's feelings towards Yuna) than the average pilgrimage is. Dona obviously not right in being this insecure and jealous over the opportunities that Yuna gets afforded, many of which Yuna doesn't get a choice about (and Dona would have no way of knowing about this either), since both are gong on a march to their own deaths, but after seeing Yuna get handed all of these opportunities and been put on such a high pedestal, it's hard not to feel some type of way towards her. Dona sees her as competition, a pretty serious one at that, but not necessarily because of her strength as a summoner, but because Yuna has more opportunities afforded to her that could make her pilgrimage easier than most.

You would think, however, that once Yuna defeats Sin and has that success under her belt, Dona would act out even more towards her, the great High Summoner who lived, but no. While it's not immediately obivous in X-2, I think Dona chills out quite a bit towards Yuna after Sin's gone. She not longer sees Yuna as a rival, as a competitior, to kill Sin. She's chilled out a bit, she can find herself as a person, spend the rest of her days in Kilika with Barthello, and not have to worry about who defeats the giant whale of death first. Her jealously, her insecurity, her feelings of low self worth towards a 17 year old who has a successful former guardian in tow and a Maester interested in her, have mostly disappeared.

I do find it very sad that we never got to see her interact with Isaaru as a comparison. She would 100% still be her bitchy self, but Isaaru's just 'normal' summoner competition compared to Yuna, there's no reason for Dona to be as insecure towards Isaaru as she is towards Yuna.

This type of insecurity is something that a lot of people go through, regardless of if they want to or not, and Dona suffers from it just as much as anyone else would. Does it make it right that she lashes out at Yuna the way she does? Of course not! Dona does a really poor job of hiding this jealousy and insecurity towards Yuna throughout their entire respective pilgrimage. However, it does add another layer of characterisation to Dona that I think a lot of people glance over when they first meet her.

[dogsinlove777]

SCARING THE HOES (2023) - JPEGMAFIA, Danny Brown // ALBUM REVIEW

| April 2nd, 2023 |

This is my first album review on this blog! Actually, it's my first blog post on Tumblr in general. I am so excited to kick off my Tumblr page once-and-for-all and have this privilege today to write about albums, movies, songs, and any kind of piece of media I can consume in this nightmare that is consumerism and capitalism I'm experiencing in this current lifetime /hj. I will do a more formal introduction to myself as I want to start posting more on here; should be mostly funny stuff and reviews of media I like, and some stuff I don't like, as it should all be watched and considered in this human experience, I believe.

Well, today, April 2nd, 2023, I listened to SCARING THE HOES by JPEGMAFIA and Danny Brown in full. I began in the afternoon and finished in the evening, stopping only once for about a half an hour to speak with my friend, not that I wanted to stop listening, which I really didn't. But I will still consider this full-listen-through today a complete, unstopped listen, as the chaos of talking to my friend perfectly paired with the ambience of the overall vibe of the album.

I haven't had the chance to listen to a Peggy or Danny project in full yet, but I have been meaning to listen to both Veteran (2018) by JPEGMAFIA, and Atrocity Exhibition (2018) by Danny Brown for a few years now, and intend to in the somewhat near future. Though, I have listened to both of their music quite a bit before. I have 16 songs liked by JPEGMAFIA and 4 songs liked by Danny Brown on Spotify, though I absolutely love Danny's song Ain't It Funny, and it might be one of my favorite pieces of music of all time. I want to get more into Danny Brown as I've seen videos of him being funny through some clips on TikTok a while back, and I think I followed him on there. I love each of their extremely unique and obscure rap styles and I admire both of their themes of Black liberation and intense lyricism, along with their respective humors. I will definitely continue to explore both of their music, especially after listening to this beautiful project that is SCARING THE HOES (2023).

I really did like this project. I absolutely admire the fearlessness of their intense basses and synths, and loud random noises that are exhibited throughout each song. Every track is so unique and has samples that I couldn't possibly recognize, but can almost put my finger on, like liminal spaces. Both of their songs in general have the tendency to give me a feeling that is like viewing a picture of a liminal space, leaving uneasiness and fear, when there is actually nothing to fear in reality. Especially Ain't It Funny and Lost by Danny Brown (both sons from Atrocity Exhibition, 2018) give a vague feeling of anxiety and malaise, along with being absolute bangers. JPEGMAFIA has an abundance of scary songs too, some I can currently name being Baby I'm Bleeding, Rainbow Six, and Real Nega (which I'm genuinely not sure if I can or should type as a white person) (all songs from Veteran, 2018). In those three tracks, JPEGMAFIA might honestly be more notably "better" at making the listener (or maybe just me) feel a sort of fear out of his samples and melodies, whilst also just rapping straight fire. Danny Brown is, however, also extremely talented at making strange samples and melodies into purely chopped-up masterpieces. They both consistently use loud themes and startling, unexpected sounds in their music, giving me, the listener perhaps a sense of disquietude, when really there is nothing to actually fear, whilst also expressing hard-hitting themes of race and societal problems, and comparatively comedic lyricism, with references to pop culture throughout.

With this particular first full-listen to this project today, I did not really get the chance to look through all the lyrics. I do think I am going to revisit this project in the future, and will absolutely thoroughly look through both Peggy and Danny's genius verses. So, my focus for this blog post will not be their lyrics, as I would be ignorant to talk about that at all in this point in time. I will, however, talk about the beats, melodies, and rhythms that I had the honor to experience today through this project.

The entire album is full of loud and extreme melodies, choppy samples, and an overwhelming sense of chaos and pandemonium. This, however, is not necessarily an unpleasant feeling, as though each song can be quite overwhelming, they are generally quite pleasureful to listen to, in my opinion. I would definitely not suggest listening to this project while trying to sleep or do something rather peacefully, but rather while you're feeling maybe angry, determined, or confident.

I did overall enjoy listening to SCARING THE HOES. I love the comedy in the song titles and seeing their ironic takes on the current state of the world and society. Each track's title unquestionably makes me want to look more into the individual verses by both Peggy and Danny, as they are both geniuses in each of their own personal, and beautiful ways.

To revisit the general theme of uneasiness and discomfort throughout the whole album that is SCARING THE HOES, I want to touch on how they both have the admirable ability to make us feel as if we are living in a liminal space; as if we are in a situation where we are not able to escape the chaos and terror, and uncertainty of what will happen next. This project made me grateful to be alone in my room on a Sunday afternoon with nothing to do and no immediate outside obligations. To say I wanted to stop listening would be untrue, but I did have the urge to pause it or give myself a break throughout each track, as their refrains easily overwhelmed my senses. Nonetheless, being able to do this as a musical artist is, for a lack of a better word, very impressive.

I would not recommend listening to this album if you do not like experimental music, alternative rap/hiphop, or hyperpop. If you like calm, relaxing music, stay far, far away from JPEGMAFIA and Danny Brown, as they are not at all what you would enjoy, especially if you don't like controversial themes in musical lyrics. If you do, however, like chaotic music, loud synths and intense basses, along with crazy resonance, and basically the kind of music to make your roommate ask you to "turn that down", this record is undoubtedly for you. This particular project heavily reminded me of Earl Sweatshirt, specifically his album Some Rap Songs (2018). In my opinion, perhaps some audiophiles of Vince Staples, BROCKHAMPTON, ODD FUTURE, MF DOOM, Death Grips, slowthai, 100 gecs, Ecco2k, redviel, and quinn would enjoy giving this album a try.

To conclude my first (but hopefully not last) album review on this blog page, before giving my final rating, I want to make clear that I only listened to this album in full two and-a-half times, once while just laying in bed mindlessly on my phone, and again completely whilst writing this review, and again now; as I write this, starting on Track 2/ Steppa Pig. I will absolutely in the future revisit the lyrics more intently, as I find both of them as individuals very interesting, and each of their perspectives on life vastly though-provoking.

My personal rating for SCARING THE HOES (2023) by JPEGMAFIA and Danny Brown, as of April 2nd, 2023, is a High 7. The two tracks I enjoyed the most, and currently have liked on Spotify from the album are: Track 4/ Garbage Pale Kids, and Track 9/ Kingdom Hearts Key (feat. reviel). I love the sheer aggressiveness shown in each track, and comedic lyricism, that I intend to revisit more thoroughly at a later date. It did, however, give me an overall feeling of restlessness and agitation, often to the utter overload to my eardrums. I will say I did enjoy it rather than not-enjoy it though, and do want to listen to this record again in the later future.

If you've read this whole thing, thank you so, so much!! I love all kinds of media and literally anything I can possibly consume, unfortunately, so I will definitely try to post a lot more on this Tumblr account, and do a proper introduction post soon. Seriously, if you did read from the top to here, thank you so, so, so much for making it all the way through this. I love you!!!

<3- dogsinlove777

[collective-scribblings]

Intro post: Collective Scribblings

So, we're not shameless enough to be horny on main but we are shameless enough to make a blog for it!

We're a plural collective who wanted a space to talk about kinky shit. So we made one. We'll be using titles as sign-offs here instead of names for the sake of anonymity. We're bodily 21 and collectively that age or above. Body is transmasc, and don't bother with our blog if you don't like men or don't want to hear about them in a sexual context. Most of us are nonhuman in some way, so keep in mind that you will see a lot alterhuman/nonhuman stuff here as well. At the very least, you'll see how it can sometime interact with our kinks. Mod intros might be added as needed.

If the idea of insys sex makes you uncomfortable you won't like it here btw. Just in case this blog ends up with any actual followers and asks: specify who it's to please, and if it's not to someone in particular specify that. Also, we have no idea how to tag our posts, so feel free to point out any untagged stuff or give us tags to look into.

The Witch: Our local dom. She/her pronouns for the time being, but she is NOT a woman. Fem and masc terms but boundaries may change. Likes the idea of luring people with her sweet demeanor, and then just going feral in bed. idk if that's a fantasy or a kink but whatever.

The Imposter: The one typing this post. He/him + probably neos because I think it's funny that people hate them so much. I don't know that much about my own preferences yet but I'm probably a bratty as fuck sub-leaning switch. Like sure I'd have fun wrecking someone but I also would be absolutely thrilled to have that turned on me lol. Also yes I'm making an amogus joke with my title. I think I am fucking hilarious for the record.

The Wolf: Dom-leaning switch. He/him. I barely fucking remember what he's into lol. Generally the most masc dude here, probably into petplay both as a dom and sub. Local furry and we all bully (/J) him for it. I think into hypno as a sub. Primal play?? I'm not sure what counts.

The God: Sub-leaning switch. He/him/comfortable with "she" if ur being silly. Generally just the most sexual of all of us I think. Likes playing into the god thing (reference to his source, "The God" is very literal) as a dom. idfk remember what he likes uniquely from us as a sub and I've been writing this post for too fucking long so he'll finish this.

The Dragon: Tbh he's not likely to post here but I hope he will it'd be good for him. Takes a human form even in headspace. He/him preference, but any pronouns are okay unless that changes. Vaguely ABO flavored in kinks. I'm putting him on here explicitly because 1. I think he'd do well to loosen up some and 2. I want to see horny as fuck posts written in his formal-ass style. I think it'd be funny. And now if he posts he absolutely has to change this for a better intro >:3

The Cryptid: He/they/it but likely to play around with pronouns. Wrote my own intro later, I'm surprised no one clocked that I'd be interested. Useless sub with no plans to change, nonhuman and horny about it. Vaguely into petplay and things of similar flavor, I don't remember my own kinks rip. No titles.

The "Hero": He/him. Not sure how often I'll post. The Cryptid tends to be involved with the things I'm posting.

General collective likes/things you'll see: Collars, praise, degradation (only gentle and condescending, best paired with praise,) hypno, vague BD/SM themes, various ownership dynamics, intox concepts possibly. Depending on who, both forcefem and forcemasc seem cool we just haven't explored that much. Will update as needed since this isn't an extensive list by any means. Just shoot us an ask if you see smth we should tag.

DNI: We don't put a DNI beyond the obvious "minors DNI" and typical "terfs/MAPS/p@do/racist/just don't be a dick" because we don't think it's useful. We'll curate our experience. We do, however, have boundaries. If you have anything against endo systems, or any systems for that matter, fuck all the way off <3 okay. This is a horny blog we're not here to listen to people debate syscourse shit. We're here to talk kink. Also, antiship people can interact but know that due to having fictives in our collective we have very strong opinions about this and we've been told they count as proship to some people. So just. Be aware. And be fucking normal about fictives by the way. We won't be telling you our source.

General collective dislikes (if you're into these you can interact, we're just not into them and won't be posting or interacting with posts about it): CNC, ageplay, inc3st play, watersports/scat, really harsh degredation, raceplay, feet, detrans, mommy/daddy. Will update as needed.

[stormblessed95]

Hey, Storm! Hope you're doing well! How do different BTS members act towards older or younger members? Which roles do they wear more comfortably? Which are more likely to be less formal and with whom? I'm really fascinated by their age hierarchy, and would love to hear your thoughts! 💜

Hi! I'm not sure if you are following me or not, but I think I could answer this better if we break it down into specifics. Like if you were to ask about one duo in particualr and how they handle their relationship boundaries etc, in my opinions of course.

I talk a lot about their friendships together in my Duo Dynamics posts if you haven't seen those yet. I have a group dynamics post there as well as all of Jimin and JKs ships done and a few others too.

I think in general, Jin is very good at putting them all at ease as well as not minding a drop in formalities very often from all of his dongsaengs. He isn't very strict about the age hierarchy and is super good at making the people around him feel comfortable. They mention is often about how wonderful Jin is as their eldest hyung and how he isn't strict with them. But how quick he is to adopt that "don't worry, lean on me l" hyung role when they need him too.

Jimin seems to find comfort in the formalities though too. He will drop them with his hyungs when he wants or they want or they are all teasing. But he is also one of the first to remind the others that Jin is the eldest and to speak respectful to him to at times too. Or will adopt that hyung role proudly with Taekook, introducing that formality as a way to take care of them at times, even with Tae. Which I talk about in this post here:

They've all been clear that they don't mind the informalily between them at this point too at times, even with their maknae. Which I talk about in this post below, JK dropping honorifics with all his hyungs. But I also think it's clear that his comfort level in dropping honorifics is HIGHEST with Jimin, and he does it the most after that with Tae and Jin in a teasing manner, indicating his comfort level at knowing it won't be considered disrespectful between those pairs as well.

Namjoon on the other hand seems to be one of the most eager to "be allowed" to drop honorifics at times with his hyungs while also being one of the quickest (along with Jimin who does the same) to slip into that dongsaeng role further than the others and call on his older members by the even more respectful term "hyung-nim" when he needs or wants something. Namjoon balances an interesting edge with being younger than half the group while also being their leader and in that respected position. I think that the comfort level all of BTS have together impacts how easily he can and will switch between those roles and how they all hang out together at times. You can tell how that progressed as well like when you look at Festa 2014 (I think) and Hobi mentions that sometimes (not often Though) that he doesn't know how to talk to RM because he is sees himself as Joons hyung, but Joon is also their leader while also technically being same age friends too. And it can be an awkward balancing act. It's clearly not something they find awkward anymore. A thread of Joon saying "hyungnim" because 🥺

YoonJin are also very clearly comfortable being the eldest hyungs too. It's cute how we sometimes see Jin being willing to let that go with the younger members though. And it's cute seeing Yoongi fully embrace being the dongsaeng to Jin too since he is so firmly planted in and comfortable as the hyung with the rest of BTS, even if he is okay with them being informal with him too. Yoongi and Jin both love being their hyungs. While Taekook are very comfortable being the maknaes who get scolded together too. Lol just being the incredibly goofy youngests who often get babied by the others.

The only time I see a break in that norm on a consistent basis for JK, is with Jimin. He loves being babied by Jimin along with his other hyungs. But he also wants to Baby Jimin right back unlike his other hyungs and he seeks that equal ground with Jimin, not as hyung and dongsaeng often, but just equal footing. Which is very unusual dynamics and very consistent for them. JK often doesn't seek out to "be the hyung or totally throw out hierarchy" as consistently with anyone else. Nor does Jimin seem to consistently allow that drop in hierarchy between him and anyone else as consistently. Minus, Tae, who is his Chingu. But even there, he occasionally adds that hierarchy dynamics to get to be Tae's hyung too.

Again, I highly recommend reading my Duo Dynamics post for stuff like this if you haven't yet and if you are wanting more about different members. Like Jins behavior broken down with how he treats his dongsaengs differently, etc. Feel free to send another ask 🥰 but again, read these other posts first and make sure it's not already there! Lol thanks for the ask! I love how close and loving all 7 are together. It's amazing

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talents / hobbies tag (writing n drawing + snippets and a small drawing!)

okay, this tag was made by the sweet n lovely @byunrelatable and the tag is basically talking and/or showing off your talents and hobbies. i think this is cute as hell so why the hell not let’s do it y’all.

some of you may not even realize this but i am a writer, specifically i write exo ships and personal poetry. i don’t post a lot on tumblr these days because i kind of stopped giving a shit on whether i post on here or not so you probably don’t see my works that often. i have a few oneshots posted on this blog (aaaaalllllllll the way at the bottom if you really want to see them).

i guess i can say i’ve been coming up with my own stories since i was little, and i didn’t really put pen to paper until i was about 11 or 12 i think. of course my stories were just... badly done and cringy as hell oof. but i got wattpad around 13 or 14 and i really started there and found my passion very quickly i feel? though, i began with uta no prince sana and ereri fanfictions (i regret absolutely everything the account is g o n e). when i got into exo and kaisoo, that’s when i began writing for them on a different account (which is my current account there, i can’t bring myself to leave still whoops i have too many beautiful friends there).

i’ve come a long way and i’m so proud of where i am now. i’ll provide a snippet of one of my pride and joys, loved you a long time. it’s on this account and if you don’t feel like scrolling here’s something for you all ;)

“‘What's wrong?’ he asks as he walks closer to Jongin again.

Jongin only looks at Jongdae and feels. His fingertips prickle, wanting so desperately to reach out and hold Jongdae's hand. His lips are tingling, as if screaming at Jongin, why haven't you kissed him yet! He searches Jongdae's face. He doesn't know what he is supposed to be looking for but his vision flashes — and suddenly, Jongdae is Dae. The man in the dream Jongin has had for so long. He is looking up at Jongin with a concerned pain in his eyes. As a breeze flows by, his long hair moves with it.

Dae comes closer, and his hand squeezes Jongin's arm. ‘Jongin,’ he says. ‘Talk to me.’

It is not the formal language he was using in the dream. It is the language Jongdae has always used, relaxed and informal. Hearing that is strange but it is nice too.

‘Hey.’

Suddenly Jongdae is back and his hand is to Jongin's cheek, and he is wiping the tears from Jongin's face. Jongin did not even realize he was crying now. A dry lump rises in his throat. Jongdae hooks one arm around Jongin's waist, and one around his neck, and pulls him closer. Their bodies touch. Jongin has never felt more complete than he does right now. He doesn't make a sound, if he does, it is muffled into Jongdae's shoulder. Jongin missed this, Jongdae's real touch, his scent, the gentle way his fingers glide down Jongin's hair.

Jongin wishes time would stop, just for a little while.

Alas, all good things must end. They separate, and Jongdae chuckles at Jongin's wet cheeks.

‘Seriously, kid, you're too handsome to cry.’”

i cant even express enough how much i love this scene specifically like,,, its so vulnerable and raw and sometimes i can’t even believe i wrote it. i’ll link y’all if anyone really wants to read it!!

now i won’t be posting any poetry, but i will talk about drawing as well!

i’ve loved drawing and art since i was young, and i didn’t really pursue drawing until i had to be 13. i drew in the anime/manga style for a long time, and now yeah it’s a mix of anime and disney ish?? that’s how it used to be before my huge art block so idk what it is now actually oof. but i still love drawing! it’s more of a hobby i think but i want to do more with it!

here’s a drawing i did recently;

i’m still learning aaahh

thats pretty much it for now tho?? i could go on but i don’t wanna bore you all lol.

ill be tagging @cherrykims @loquaciousmelanin @rapvocals @wuheon @pepperminthiya @namjoonspinkhair for now!!!